Well into it now, and is it so different? Is the freedom so complete? Each time I go back into work it reinforces that feeling that I have never left. I have done so few of the things I said I would do, mainly for financial reasons, and there are things going wrong which I know I should sort out, but which I really can't be bothered.
I did find a purpose, I did find direction but was disheartened by the way I was treated by others - so many people who asked me to do things for them, then, when I had done it, hadn't even the manners to say thank you or, in a couple of occasions, even to respond. To be honest, I would not have known if they had even received them were it not for them being mentioned in passing by other people. And if I say I won't do it again (I've said it so many times before) will that help? Of course not - I know that next time someone calls and asks for help I'll do it.
This deafness is becoming oppressive.
The Silver Trumpet Brayed
Friday, November 02, 2012
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