I had not realised that I had written so much in this - too much of it is far too personal for  public release.  It's rather concerning.
        
    
   
  
  
  
  
  
 
  
    
  
  
  
     
    
     
     It's so long since I posted anything here.  Nothing has changed other than that I have retired from work and, increasingly from playing too.  Just waiting now.